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—Thomas Ligotti, The Consolations of Horror
The more I read contemporary horror the more I realize just how terrible our world truly is, all the fragmented lives, the sorrow, the pain, the stupidity of being alive. Most of these people you meet in many horror stories are just regular people, neither smart nor dumb, just people on the edge of life presented with traumatic events that just don’t make sense. And, that’s the problem, people need to believe that things make sense, that their lives are not just a bundle of impressions, insoluble riddles.
People want to believe their lives matter, and when they realize that nothing matters; not their life, not their work, not their families… it just turns them dark and sad wanting it all to go away. It always comes down to “Why me?” Before our age they’d of said: “Why me, Lord? Why’d you let this happen?” and they could have a crutch upon which to hang their sorrow, someone bigger and stronger than themselves to lean on and help them understand just why everything had gone to hell in a handbasket like some head toppling out of a guillotine. But there is no more God to lean on in our time, no big boy up there on the other side of things looking down with kind eyes and gentle whispers telling you it’s all goin’ to be alright.
No. Now you’re all alone. Nobody there to comfort you in the midst of all this darkness. Just your own misery and sorrow that want go away… it’s what people call despair, futility, the bittersweet truth of this life. No answer. Nothing. Just a empty world full of empty people living in an empty universe whose absolute indifference as to your pain and suffering is one of absolute silence. That’s why horror now is absolute, it leaves you alone with the alone; no place to turn, no one to know, no place to go, and nothing to do but nothing.
Horror isn’t there to comfort you or entertain you, nor is it there to give you the answer to your deepest question. All horror can do is open your eyes, open your ears, open your heart and mind to the absolute nullity of everything and then leave you stripped to the bone wondering why it all had to be in the first place. And, even then, it will tell you one thing: it didn’t have to be, it was all a big fucking mistake.
That’s the truth of horror: the darkness of darkness…
When you strip off all the layers of illusion that defend you against knowing what you are, when you’re left with this thing stripped to the bone and realize nothing you say, nothing you do will change it; that, for better or worse, you are nothing, nothing at all but a meat puppet dangling in a pain vat of endless terror; and that even an answer is no answer, only another illusion seeking to cover up the truth. Sadly we know this, that is why we help those who will never be able to face that utter darkness, and they will always need those illusions even with all the suffering entailed. So we try to comfort – not ourselves, but those who will never know, never understand the bitter truth. So we write the illusions that assuage their pain, their grief, their anguish; give them that one spot of relief to continue; or, as Beckett would say: “I can’t go on, I’ll go on!”
The only truth of horror that can be offered is to lead you to that place of emptiness where the nothing you are meets the nothing that is
Love this! Love the photos and the writing. Beautiful morbid truths, speaking to my dreams 🙂
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Yes, people do need to believe that things make sense, or least most do. At least the place of nothingness is “real”.
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Thanks for commenting! I believe this is the first time I’ve seen you comment in all these years! 🙂
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Um, I did one last year or the year before. I do like your posts.
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Ah, at age 68 my mind is forgetful… 🙂 Either way, appreciated! I’ve been reading a critical study over the past month by Christine Brooke-Rose “A Rhetoric of the Unreal” which exposes the underlying metaphysics from Plato to Borges of the various shifts between Real/Unreal in our literature. Fascinating! It has drifted into much of my current posts… 🙂
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That is fascinating, sounds like a thoughtful read. 🙂
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